19 junho 2011

A nomad whose home is Love

It has been really long I don't post anything here. Well, life has moved in al possible directions I would say. We have gone to South America for 6 months, got engaged, saw all these beautiful landscapes, got inspired and had many ideas, and are now back in The Netherlands.

Maybe for the first time in my life I have a real sense of building up! A sense of getting serious in life.
I guess it has to do with the decision to marry and to build a life together. It pushes me to make choices of where I want to live, how do I want to live and more and more what mark do I want to leave on this Earth.

After moving for almost 2 years, I now feel the need to stop and to be fixed in one place. One place from where I can go to many places and to be found by many people. Being all over the place, everywhere and nowhere at the same time, has been very important for the past years. I believe to set me free from the conditionings of staying, and returning always to Brazil. It has helped and has thrown me into the world. But now that I have reached the freedom and mobility that I wanted, being stablished in Holland, for now I no longer feel the need to move much anymore. Rather to stay and to move out due to invitations.

At times it is not easy to keep walking and trusting this somewhat crazy path of a nomad whose home is Love and a deeper call. It makes me tremble and makes me confuse. But at any new reward I am again strong to hold this vision and keep building this life, opening the path for those who will come after me.

Que Oxala acompanhe!